From the recording I’m Still Here
released November 28, 2025
Lyrics by Becki Grace Livingston; Music by Heidi Gilson
Lead vocals - Becki Grace
Acoustic guitar - Heidi Gilson
Ukulele - Becki Grace
Bass - Naomi McMahan
Keys - Lucas Alfaras
Cello - Colleen d’Alelio
Percussion - Becki Grace
Backing vocals - Renée Maggart
Co-produced by William H Johnson & Becki Grace Livingston
Lyrics
I‘m not celebrating Christmas if you‘re not here with me
I‘m not piling presents underneath a Christmas tree
I‘m not baking goodies to impress you for a smile
I won‘t light up the house to be seen for miles and miles
I got no cheer or glow or mistletoe
No twinkling eyes or big red bows
If I can‘t have you I won‘t go
I‘m not looking forward to Christmas mourn
I got no plans for Christmas Eve, no place for me to be
No treasures to unwrap, no gifts on the tree
I‘m not singing carols the way we always did
There are no squeezing, excited, rambunctious kids
I got no cheer or glow or mistletoe
No twinkling eyes or big red bows
If I can‘t have you I won‘t go
I‘m not looking forward to Christmas mourn
If you‘re not here, I got no reason
You were the very best part of the season for me
I got no cheer or glow or mistletoe
No twinkling eyes or big red bows
If I can‘t have you I won‘t go
I‘m not looking forward to Christmas
Oh, I‘m not looking forward to Christmas mourn